I lie in my bed

Alone in the dark

Thinking of you.

Everyone makes one mistake

I made two

Loving you and trusting you

You messed up my life.

I can’t unclench my fists

The pain drags me down to my knees

I scream till my face collapsed

You are my mistaken past.

When I cried you were never there

To wipe away my tears

You created my fears

Why weren’t you there for me.

I sit on my bed with a razor in my wrist

Clutching it in my hand

The door locked

I hurt much more

Touching my skin

Ripping it apart

The blood stains the covers of my bed

My pale wrist now a crimson red.

You reached inside my chest

And ripped out my heart

This is your fault I bleed

This is your fault I cry

This is your fault I long to die.

This is how it ends

My pain leaving

My life fading

My eyes closed

My tears stopped

My heart stopped

My life ended…